If you had a choice, would you want to know how your first time would unfurl?
How it might play out in real time?
Would he be elusive or sweet, shockingly handsome perhaps?
When it came down to it
I never really even saw his face
Did he see mine?
Did he even want to see mine?
A little something to take the edge off
Just a short walk to my car, he said
All I could hear was the sound of my doc martens hitting the pavement
Where the fuck are we now?
Now what I heard was the sound of his zipper coming undone
I followed his lead
I remember thinking to myself
My first time